one of the main problems i have with teaching is that if i go straight into it, all my life i’d probably have only experienced… school. which is pretty sad. i guess i’d go into moe hq someday too, but i’d have liked to have gone around more. maybe i should go US after all, even without scholarship…

on the other hand, i would really like that scholarship, even the local one, since i feel it gives me an edge in the career. somehow. so i won’t be getting another job first then going into teaching. hai.

also, since i’m pes e, i don’t think i’d be interacting with the other people that much? if i don’t get upgraded, i suspect i’d have gone through life without really mixing much with people from other social classes. at the risk of sounding pompous, i’d only have hung around educated people, all the jc people and whatnot. isn’t it quite sad to go through life without really knowing about other people? i dunno. hmm.